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| it seems to me that as everyday passes by, you're walking in the opposite direction of me. i cant do anything, i feel useless. i have so much emotions to let out but i know with every thing comes with a consequence. im filled with negativity i find hard to face. running away is the best i can do. i know sooner or later i'll have to face up to it. i dont know what's the cause of it..
i just dont know what to say or do anymore. im losing myself because i cant live up to your expectations. i cant breathe.. i want to go home..
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| at the end of the day, lonliness finds its way to you.
today's probably one of it's worst. i feel unappreciated, misunderstood, not cared for, unhappy. my intentions are pure. im lost and hurt because i dont know why this is happening. are we sick of one another? what is it?!?!
im sick of feeling this way and im pulling you down.
Im sad, i dont know what to do, where to go.
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| When I look at you, I feel love in your eyes.
I count my blessings over and over again.
I must have done something right to have found my soulmate this fast.
Loving you and letting you into my life is the best decision I've made.
You are my teacher, my guide, my soulmate, my best friend and my lover.
I apologise for my past mistakes. For driving you crazy, for eating up your patience
and for not living up to expectations which is for the good of me.
I have never shared so much of my life with anyone and I'm just glad I got to with you.
I pray and hope this love we share will never die because I know I am for you
as you are for me.
Thank you for all you've shared and sacrificed for me.
Thank you for making my dream of wanting to always be with you come true.
Thank you for holding on to me despite my incessant needs.
I love you & our little family we have now.
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| for all the love, all the pain, all the tears
my heart remains with you darling
i'm taking this final step
to love you with all my might
to give you all of me
to be the best I can be.
you carry my heart
you carry it with you
I love you marcus
Yours always and forever,
sherie
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| do you love me?
how four simple words can mean so many different things. these four words bring about a sure sign of the lack of one's human security. the lack of trust, the lack of assurance. when asked these four words, you know for sure, you've got the upper hand. you've got the ball in your court so freely because your partner is clearly insecure which gives you the liberty to twirl your partner around your little finger. and you decide to do that depending on how much you actually feel for your other half.
my other half is very understanding, but i feel a little tinge of annoyance in his voice whenever i ask him these words. it's driven him to the point of 'going crazy'. i guess it all boils down to my insecurities which i have yet to deal with because i keep thinking it's nothing to do with me. i'm just not getting the amount of assurance i need. yet sometimes i feel i dont need assurance. i don't need anything. and thats when i know, im giving up. on who, on what? i dont know.
why does the world seem so gloomy and dark these days? is it me or has it been raining for the past couple of days?
i've gotta do something. my life's a fuck mess. i'm a fuck mess.
oh well.
everything will be okay in the end
if it's not okay, it's not the end.
just wanna be in our dream :) | | |
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